I want to dance again, sing again, be alive again.
I wanno joyfully dance again, sing aloud with my friends, I don't mind being lame, as long as I laugh sincerely again, I wanna truly smile again, I wanna passionately love again, I just wanna be me....
But what is stopping me? Who is stopping me... . . . . . . . from being myself?
♥ Wednesday, 23 April 2008 @ 18:42
`Tagged
The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules. 2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself. 3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. 4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blogs.
Random Fact 1: I'm afraid of almost everything you can name of, especially heights and insects. I'll scream, cry and sometimes puke when I face these two.
Random Fact 2: I sleep with 4 bosters, 1 big pillow, 5 small pillows (had them since baby), a blanket and a box of tissue at home. I used to pile them up like a defensive shield around me so that ghost won't come and attack me when I was young, but now I just got so used to it that I can't sleep without one of them go missing. Funny fact : It only applies in my house... >.<"
Random Fact 3: I'll puke eating slimy, eeky, gooey stuff - yin yong, yee mee, hokkien mee... but somehow I love ladyfingers. xD
Random Fact 4: I now find out I learn many stuff. Ballet, swimming, tennis, ice skating, mental arithmetics, violin, piano, guitar, mtv hip hop dance.......Once I even took up classes for bowling for almost a year... (my friends call me weird for doing so...>.<")
Random Fact 5: I can't hear myself in the crowd. Weak ears I have...therefore I usually find myself lost while singing in a large crowd or group, or even choir.
Random Fact 6: I have a thing for Korean stuff. Korean entertainment world, artists, people and fashion style just attracts me much, much more than other countries do. (Friends call me weird for this too >.<")
Random Fact 7: I am held guilty for the scar below my sister's lips (poor girl). It happened when I was 5 and she was 3. I was feeling SUPER NICE one evening that I decided to push her on the swing...somehow it ended up with me pushing her OFF the swing. She fell, hit her mouth and blood came oozing out...after a few hours, the scar came along and refused to go away.
Random Fact 8: I can live a day or two without drinking plain water or eating anything. But I can't live even half a day without a cup of cold drink (soft drinks, juice, iced milo...).
Thnx carmen for this tag or my blog will be dead. (always look at the bright side :D)
♥ Tuesday, 8 April 2008 @ 18:57
`So It Came Back
...so...
IT came back to visit me this morning >.<"
(fyi, IT is an eeki - gooey - ewwy - yucky - brown - fury-legged - thingie - with - 6 - legs)
This is how the story goes...
We (me, gg, mwah, weiren, dc n hong ken) were happily chatting away about some-stuff (forgotten).
And when i was STANDING ON THE GROUND next to mwah, she started half-screaming and pointing to God-knows-where. Thinking that HER friend lizard came to find her, I calmly turned around...
But somehow the lizard didn't seem quite like a lizard...
And then...I started screaming...high-pitch, when I saw IT crawled up to Wei Ren's pants. Mun Wah was kind enough to tell Wei Ren to stand up and jump, but smart Wei Ren was so blur enough to walk towards where I was. So I screamed louder and ran to Der Ching, and IT dropped and flew and tumbled down to the outside of CF room.
So i was on the chair, still screaming. The rest were laughing like crazy. IT flew to God knows where. And then came Jeff and Schumann and Tze Huey after a minute or two with question marks all over their heads.
"WHAT HAPPENED? I COULD HEAR YOU SCREAM FROM THE LORONG (to 7-11 that row).
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
oops?
>.<"
So I admit I dislike...I repeat, DISLIKE things with more than 5 legs
Laugh all you want, for laughter is not banned :)
but to me it ain't funny at all
Thank God my crackie voice healed instantly before recess so I could still make it for idol practice.
sorry Wei Ren for screaming at you like you were the monster (xP)
And sorry Der Ching for screaming near your ears (something I find myself always doing without purpose) while squatting on the chair next to yours.
♥ @ 18:45
`Thanks To...
CF had Easter Rally last Friday.
Thank God everything went well and thank God for all these experience, I believe many have grow, or will grow :), including me.
Special thanks to luvlie peeps whom helped bring this event to a success:
- Pastor Daniel -
- Janice -
- Yee Lai -
- Wei Ren -
- Schumann -
- Vivien -
- Stephen To -
- Diong Mei Yih -
- Darren Voon -
- Ee Laine -
- Callie -
- Germaine -
- Aaron Ng -
- Puan Lan -
- Puan Joyce -
- Worship Team -
- Ushers -
- Those whom helped that I have not listed >.<" -
Also to those whom supported and encouraged :)
- Nat -
- Joan -
- Kent -
- Jonathan -
- Ning -
- Stephen -
- Ivan -
- Fiona -
- Munn Sing -
- Tze Ming -
- All Whom Attended -
- All committee members family :) -
And Praise the Lord for 18 saved souls! :) The whole heaven is rejoicing. ^^.
Thank you guys very much.
*sorry to those luvlie souls that I've forgotten, and thank you very much :) *
♥ @ 17:56
`Ice-Sculpture
++Yay, new blog skin :) Hope no more troubles caused++
I have recently found a strange liking / attraction towards things connecting to ice...weird...
But this is cool, how they could actually make something like this out of...just ice. I mean, ya, I know they have ice hotels now, which is even cooler...but, well, i love how they could so detailed-ly make this ice sculptures.
Ice Butterfly
A carraige. Love the effects of the lightings behind.
All I see is a pheonix-like bird, a lady/guy with long hair and a goat-like horse?
My favourite - Cinderella pumpkin car xD
Credits to fun.blog-stuff.net
♥ Tuesday, 1 April 2008 @ 15:51
`Fire and Ice...Faith :)
Somehow this picture attracts me a lot.
Although fire and ice may never seems to get along together, we still do, don't we, Ryu? xP
I'll cherish our fire-ice moments. :)
And so I did not get into CHS Idol.
Expected it, since I was panting, nervous and practically shaking when I went in. Thanks to RUNNING up the 6 flight of stairs and singing immediately right after.
But I'm glad. He showed me what was more important. And I finally made, what I believe, to be my wisest descision.
I'm not going to give up singing and dancing, I'll sing and dance as long as the sun still shines. I'll just prioritize what is more important to me right now. :)
And I believe that FAITH will bring us there. ^^.
Signing off, pHloe.
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Charmaine
pHloe
ice princess
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I want to dance again, sing again, be alive again.
I wanno joyfully dance again, sing aloud with my friends, I don't mind being lame, as long as I laugh sincerely again, I wanna truly smile again, I wanna passionately love again, I just wanna be me....
But what is stopping me? Who is stopping me... . . . . . . . from being myself?
♥ Wednesday, 23 April 2008 @ 18:42
`Tagged
The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules. 2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself. 3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. 4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blogs.
Random Fact 1: I'm afraid of almost everything you can name of, especially heights and insects. I'll scream, cry and sometimes puke when I face these two.
Random Fact 2: I sleep with 4 bosters, 1 big pillow, 5 small pillows (had them since baby), a blanket and a box of tissue at home. I used to pile them up like a defensive shield around me so that ghost won't come and attack me when I was young, but now I just got so used to it that I can't sleep without one of them go missing. Funny fact : It only applies in my house... >.<"
Random Fact 3: I'll puke eating slimy, eeky, gooey stuff - yin yong, yee mee, hokkien mee... but somehow I love ladyfingers. xD
Random Fact 4: I now find out I learn many stuff. Ballet, swimming, tennis, ice skating, mental arithmetics, violin, piano, guitar, mtv hip hop dance.......Once I even took up classes for bowling for almost a year... (my friends call me weird for doing so...>.<")
Random Fact 5: I can't hear myself in the crowd. Weak ears I have...therefore I usually find myself lost while singing in a large crowd or group, or even choir.
Random Fact 6: I have a thing for Korean stuff. Korean entertainment world, artists, people and fashion style just attracts me much, much more than other countries do. (Friends call me weird for this too >.<")
Random Fact 7: I am held guilty for the scar below my sister's lips (poor girl). It happened when I was 5 and she was 3. I was feeling SUPER NICE one evening that I decided to push her on the swing...somehow it ended up with me pushing her OFF the swing. She fell, hit her mouth and blood came oozing out...after a few hours, the scar came along and refused to go away.
Random Fact 8: I can live a day or two without drinking plain water or eating anything. But I can't live even half a day without a cup of cold drink (soft drinks, juice, iced milo...).
Thnx carmen for this tag or my blog will be dead. (always look at the bright side :D)
♥ Tuesday, 8 April 2008 @ 18:57
`So It Came Back
...so...
IT came back to visit me this morning >.<"
(fyi, IT is an eeki - gooey - ewwy - yucky - brown - fury-legged - thingie - with - 6 - legs)
This is how the story goes...
We (me, gg, mwah, weiren, dc n hong ken) were happily chatting away about some-stuff (forgotten).
And when i was STANDING ON THE GROUND next to mwah, she started half-screaming and pointing to God-knows-where. Thinking that HER friend lizard came to find her, I calmly turned around...
But somehow the lizard didn't seem quite like a lizard...
And then...I started screaming...high-pitch, when I saw IT crawled up to Wei Ren's pants. Mun Wah was kind enough to tell Wei Ren to stand up and jump, but smart Wei Ren was so blur enough to walk towards where I was. So I screamed louder and ran to Der Ching, and IT dropped and flew and tumbled down to the outside of CF room.
So i was on the chair, still screaming. The rest were laughing like crazy. IT flew to God knows where. And then came Jeff and Schumann and Tze Huey after a minute or two with question marks all over their heads.
"WHAT HAPPENED? I COULD HEAR YOU SCREAM FROM THE LORONG (to 7-11 that row).
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
oops?
>.<"
So I admit I dislike...I repeat, DISLIKE things with more than 5 legs
Laugh all you want, for laughter is not banned :)
but to me it ain't funny at all
Thank God my crackie voice healed instantly before recess so I could still make it for idol practice.
sorry Wei Ren for screaming at you like you were the monster (xP)
And sorry Der Ching for screaming near your ears (something I find myself always doing without purpose) while squatting on the chair next to yours.
♥ @ 18:45
`Thanks To...
CF had Easter Rally last Friday.
Thank God everything went well and thank God for all these experience, I believe many have grow, or will grow :), including me.
Special thanks to luvlie peeps whom helped bring this event to a success:
- Pastor Daniel -
- Janice -
- Yee Lai -
- Wei Ren -
- Schumann -
- Vivien -
- Stephen To -
- Diong Mei Yih -
- Darren Voon -
- Ee Laine -
- Callie -
- Germaine -
- Aaron Ng -
- Puan Lan -
- Puan Joyce -
- Worship Team -
- Ushers -
- Those whom helped that I have not listed >.<" -
Also to those whom supported and encouraged :)
- Nat -
- Joan -
- Kent -
- Jonathan -
- Ning -
- Stephen -
- Ivan -
- Fiona -
- Munn Sing -
- Tze Ming -
- All Whom Attended -
- All committee members family :) -
And Praise the Lord for 18 saved souls! :) The whole heaven is rejoicing. ^^.
Thank you guys very much.
*sorry to those luvlie souls that I've forgotten, and thank you very much :) *
♥ @ 17:56
`Ice-Sculpture
++Yay, new blog skin :) Hope no more troubles caused++
I have recently found a strange liking / attraction towards things connecting to ice...weird...
But this is cool, how they could actually make something like this out of...just ice. I mean, ya, I know they have ice hotels now, which is even cooler...but, well, i love how they could so detailed-ly make this ice sculptures.
Ice Butterfly
A carraige. Love the effects of the lightings behind.
All I see is a pheonix-like bird, a lady/guy with long hair and a goat-like horse?
My favourite - Cinderella pumpkin car xD
Credits to fun.blog-stuff.net
♥ Tuesday, 1 April 2008 @ 15:51
`Fire and Ice...Faith :)
Somehow this picture attracts me a lot.
Although fire and ice may never seems to get along together, we still do, don't we, Ryu? xP
I'll cherish our fire-ice moments. :)
And so I did not get into CHS Idol.
Expected it, since I was panting, nervous and practically shaking when I went in. Thanks to RUNNING up the 6 flight of stairs and singing immediately right after.
But I'm glad. He showed me what was more important. And I finally made, what I believe, to be my wisest descision.
I'm not going to give up singing and dancing, I'll sing and dance as long as the sun still shines. I'll just prioritize what is more important to me right now. :)
A carraige. Love the effects of the lightings behind.
Somehow this picture attracts me a lot.
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